well, my unbelievable music career never ceases to provide entertainment. this one band i play with is so loud that it is physically painful to be present. i mean it literally hurts your ears due to the volume and poor harmony, but somehow all the pain goes away when i am turned up louder than everybody else- for me that is. However i was unable to get that self satisfaction that comes with being the loudest tonight….why????…………………… because they put a mic on the cowbell! my head still hurts. CAn i play music with earplugs? does that even make sense? music is supposed to be good to listen to? right? i either need to swill down six beers or buy ear plugs- i cant quit cuz their great guys and actually play gigs- unlike other musicians i know who are totally dynamic and sensitive but never leave the rehersal hall- what a quandry. this is waht i worry about at 1:50 am sunday morning. How bout you? A musical plus is that lorenzo the bass player has agreed to play on “songs in the key of kluck”. this is good news
LETS GET IT STRAIGHT
Some of you responding may think your are above suspicion- but you are certainly not! What is wrong is right and what is right is wrong and nobody is removed from possible contempt of truth. All agents, shills, volunteers, victims, etc… of deception will be revealed not by me, but by the love that values humanity. And it is this love that the decievers will be accountable to. So say what you will- THE RAW TRUTH WILL PREVAIL!
P.s. all comments no matter how obscure or riddiculous are welcome- thanks, bc
holidays
so i made it this far but i finally publically snapped. Innocent lady at work ask me about the holidays , and instead of releasing the status quo “great or fine” which always places an instant glaze on the face of the inquisitor followed by the highlights of their meaningful experience, I went with the “ITS ALL FAKE!” response. She said “It’s not all fake…” but before she finished i went off on the bogus date of jesus’ birthday, corporate this and corporate that and finished with the santa is satan. she wanted to pray with me- but i just walked away and gave her the eye drops i borrowed from her a few days ago. i was rude. She called me a pessismist and negative. I said that is the whole problem you call the truth negative! Now i’m gonna have to apologize, cuz i was rude, even though the holidays are complete bullshit. ya know if it weren’t for me…. me might be ok
